FAITH

I think we all for the most part think of the same thing when we hear the word faith .. instantly we attach that word to religion , and although it can be it also means “complete trust and confidence in something or someone”. I realized walking by faith is the only way to make

White picket fence

I haven’t posted on here in a long time , I blame it on being intensely medicated on anti depressants and anxiety medication taking up to 6 pills a day to combat wanting to jump off a bridge from being low or crawl out of my skin from being anxious . As well as completely

1 Year Sober

When I first got sober , so many people in AA would tell me to get ready for a hard first year , once the pink cloud cleared and all the feel goods of being sober drifted away it became hands down one of the toughest years of my adult life . Treacherous uphill battles

Month 10 of sobreity

First off who the fuck would of thought? not me! Trust me, not in a million years did I ever imagine not drinking, yet here I am. If you feel like it’s impossible for you or someone you love to get sober than you really haven’t seen some of the most hopeless people turn their

Release me

You have your hands wrapped so tightly around my neck, I am suffocating… …..Release me Every morning I wake up with a heaviness, So much of my future undetermined. Why even make plans? Life just gets in the way of them. I stand in the mirror staring into my eyes just to see if they

An Open Letter

How could you not even consider me? Why didn’t you factor me in? Doing things selfishly with no regard as to how it would affect the people around you. I’m angry, I’m so mad but I’m not allowed to show that side of me. I pull it together for you, bury my feelings deep down

Find your light

Life is truly up and down , one minute you’re thriving living amazingly and the next minute you want to load a gun put it in your mouth and squeeze . I don’t mean to sound dark but I do mean to be honest , 90% of us have felt like this … we get

SingleSexy&Sober

Never in a million years would I think I be six months sober, actually rewind. NEVER in my life did I even think I would NEED to get sober, in fact I judged others for the amount they did or didn’t drink, for the way they behaved when they did, and I assumed I was

Lies keep us sick

I’m sitting in Brooklyn , NY where I live … staring at the water , enjoying the sunset , lights , and people . Thinking about how I only wished I would live here one day , that I would have this life . Now I do and I attained it by being honest about

Why aren’t you perfect?

I’ve talked about my imperfections time and time again, so it’s no secret that I am far from perfect like most of us. I’ve done shit that I could barely admit to myself let alone another person. So why do I expect such flawlessness out of my partner? Why do I expect him to be